Hello, my name is Martin Hubertus Wilhelmus van den Boorn… At the moment I’m 36 years old and I live in the beautifull city of Mestreech in the Netherlands… I grew up as a Roman Catholic and for a few years after my first communion I was even an Alterboy at my local church untill I went to middleschool… Then my life fel appart and for years I blamed God for all the bad things that had happend and all I knew was that I was angry with God… I did not persue God for years… My filosofy at that time was why would I worship a God that allowed so much pain and suffering, not only to me but in the whole world… That cannot be a good God I thought… I thought I didn’t need God in my life and for years and years you could consider my halfathiest… Then a few years ago some people of Jehova’s Witnesses came to my door and starded the conversation about god… I spend hours talking to them about god and how I felt about it… They really rekindled my interrest in getting to know God again and wanting him back in my life… Then I starded their biblestudy group wich I took for a couple of years… some things I agreed with and some things I didn’t, like they said that Jesus was not crusified but nailed to a pole… Personally that didn’t bother me that much because to me that was a miner detail on wich we differed on oppinion… To me that was not a major be saved or not issue… But after a couple of years they said that Jesus was “just” an angel and then I stopped their Bible study instantly, that to me was a real dealbreaker… Then I spend a lot of time on the internet listerning to multiple teachers to see wich one would be the best “match”… eventually I found Unlearn and Lex a couple of years ago and I’ve been loyaly following his Q&A ever sins I saw the first video… And now today I subscribes to this site looking for people who believe the same as me because in my own life I have nobody that believes the same as me and there are NO churches in my proximity who teach what Lex (and the Bible) teaches… I am a sinfull man but I really try to better my life but unfortunatly my flesh is very weak and my mental problems are not helping… Now I am trying to get God involved in my life and I try to to do what pleases him and I try to pray at least once a day… For now I try not to have any expectations about this site… Anyway this is a quick introduction in who I amand my religious history… please, please forgive my bad English but it’s my 4th language I learned… Greeting, Martin