Hey Lex,

I saw your stream today and I’m sad you’re feeling down and discouraged… But I get it… I have the same problem when talking to people about God…. Most people don’t even want to talk about him but on the rare occasion that God comes up in conversation people tend to be stuck in what they believe and they are not open for the possibility that they could learn something new… Most people believe that when you die you go to heaven and think the commandments don’t apply anymore because jesus said on the cross: It is finished… they interperate that as if he ment the commandments… when I try to tell them what I believe they mostly don’t even want to listern… I gave a neightbour your unlearn channel on youtube and told him that you have a lot of video’s about a lot of differant topics and that I was sure there would be topics he would be interrested in… Long story short he just refuses to check it out… I pray to God to please open their hearts but tilll now he hasn’t… maybe because of free will and all… When my neighbour asked me to diner a last week I
told him about how I try to observe the Torah and that I didn’t want to eat pig, he got really really frustrated with me, because he believes that as Chistians we should NOT keep the Torah… Anyway I get what it’s like to have everybody tell you that you are wrong just because having to keep commandments is a inconviniance, because then they cannot do what they want when they want it and people tend to not like that… I get so much pushback from my surroundings that it makes me feel very lonely and at times I question if it is not me who is wrong…

About your apology about getting worked up about people who teach false teachings, When you get workd up about something that means it’s about something you care deeply about… I personally don’t think you need to apologise for what you stand for…

As last I wanted to say that please don’t get to discouraged, if people who teach false things then just try to ignore them.. Just take it one day at a time right now till you feel better, but please don’t give up… The bible says that there is this narrow and braod road we could take, well I’m sure we are on the right road… don’t let people get you don’t but instead try to focus on those that DO want to hear what you have to say.. you’ve reached so many people already all over the world… just keep going for those people…