Hi Julie. I’m sorry you are going through a difficult time. I know what it’s like to feel powerless when your loved ones are in hospital. But you are not powerless. Your being there and praying is showing love and compassion. Not even all miracles in the world could come close to it.
Can I suggest you reading 1 Corinthians 13. Hope it gives you a bit of comfort.
I will keep you in my prayers. Abide in God, for He is our strength. K